Visted grandma today. Went to beach road then went back to Iluma to watch Up. Fucking touching. I wish I had this kinda husband. Saw T cried after such a long time! Haha, H was complaining that people was kicking the chair and when I turned around, it was Ryan they all. Fucking coincidence.. Went back to PP. Played pool. Saw my rival. Supposed to play mahjong. Urghhh, forget it. Fucking pissed... I really hate him. Even more, I don't understand why she could choose this kinda people. Whatever it is, to hell with boys man.
I don't know how to vent my anger. Cookie is also giving me alot of problems. I'm so pissed with myself also man. I'm just starting to hate guys very much. I wish I was lesbian or something? At the end of the day, I'm just back to square one. Fuck myself for being ugly okay.